Spam Talk

[MilkChocolateCandy]

Hahahahaha.

Whatever.

I can tell when people are annoyed with me.

[theschweetgal]

And how can you tell? I'm afraid I don't follow.

[MilkChocolateCandy]

ITS ALL MY FAULT ISNT IT

EVERYTHING IS

I CHASE AWAY EVERY FRIEND I MANAGE TO MAKE

I SHOULD JUST GIVE UP

[theschweetgal]

You are genuinely confusing me right now, calm down.

[theschweetgal]

I'm actually really considering ending my existence.
How nice.

I feel ill.

[MilkChocolateCandy]

Why does everyone get depressed around me?

[theschweetgal]

It's not you.
I simply have little coping resources at the moment.


I'll give myself a week. One week exactly.
Let's see if the feeling subsides.

[msfcatlover]

Savannah, I will give you my therapist's phone number if you need someone else to talk to. I will give you the e-mail of a family friend who's great at talking me down and cheering me up. I will give you the contact info of every resource who got me out of depression if you will promise me you'll stop considering suicide.

And if you don't want them, that's fine. But I will let someone know who can get you help. If they can do it through x-box, they can do it through here, and the last thing I want in the world is for one of my friends to end themselves and not have done everything I can to prevent it. Because if you're not in it? Whether you believe it or not, the world will be a darker place.


I'd love to make a big, inspirational speech here, but the best I can come up with is this: the human eye can pick up the light of a struck match at over a mile away, even though it won't be able to see anything between it and there. And the ground can be rough, and the path overgrown, and at times, that little light will seem impossible to reach. But whether it helps you to think of that light as the future, where things will be better in ways that you can't see yet, and you will be that much stronger, if more scarred, for having reached, or seeing yourself as the flame leading people to safety... don't give up and let it go out. Eve if you're the person holding the match, even if it burns your fingers and it just seems pointless to stand there and wait for the seemingly impossible, don't let that little light go out. Because you need it, to hold, to chase, to lead, to help others, help yourself, and let yourself be helped. Because we all need it, even when we can't see it.
Even when it seems silly to stand here and talk about matches in the woods.

I'm not on often anymore, and we don't talk as much as we used too, and we don't have as much fun, but you're still my friends, and I love you. But things can never get better, Savannah, if you end them while they're bad.

[MilkChocolateCandy]

Here's something to make you smile

www.youtube.com/watch?v=qDCAWbBwxpc

[MilkChocolateCandy]

I misss you guys

[theschweetgal]

It's not like I've gone anywhere.

[MilkChocolateCandy]

Fuck, the site looks like crap.

Perhaps we should move on....

[MilkChocolateCandy]

Okay, ugly website fix. You'll need Firefox for this.

1. Download and install this addon:
addons.mozilla.org/en-us/firefox/addon/imglikeopera/

2. It'll dump an icon in the status bar. Anyways click on it, and go to options.

3. In the first tab, for the default loading click Load All Images. This'll make it go back to the default behavior. (I've found it's a little weird otherwise).

4. Now click Filters. In the first box, copy & paste this verbatim:
i926.photobucket.com/albums/ad107/The-Fuboo/*
Then, in the dropdown, click "Don't Load Images."
Then click Add.

5. Save the preferences and then try it out. If done right there should be text placeholders.

Either of you get stuck, I'll make screenshots.

[theschweetgal]

Okay. It's not back to the way it was, but it's much better.

[MilkChocolateCandy]

Yup, and the system tray icon lets you turn on and off images, which may be useful at some point.